More then anything I’ve wanted to be a stay-at-home mom. I love being with my baby and long to be the one who is with her every minute of the day. Now that unemployment is giving me that opportunity it feels very different then I thought it would.
Don’t misunderstand me – I still want to be a stay-at-home mom. I just want to be one by my own choice. I want the circumstances (ie money situation) to be in such a way that this is a good and viable decision for my family.
Instead I struggle to enjoy the time I have while trying to look for a job that I don’t really want to do.
The in-between of it all drives me crazy. I’m much happier when things are somewhat settled. For now though I need to be happy for the time I have with my little girl and know that whatever comes in the future will come and I need to be ready to deal with it when it does.
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